Praveen left to Kodugalloor with Lekshmi

This morning by 6:00Am Praveen left to Kodugalloor. He said he is going with Suresh chettan (the person from Ludiana) and Driver Vijayan.

But the fact is he went with Lekshmi. This morning he picked her from home and went to Kodugalloor.

I was known about this. So I called him and asked whether she is with him as soon as I asked Praveen became violent and started shouting at me.

I asked him to give me a video call. Praveen didn't do that he said it's not necessary to let me know if I dont trust him. The thing is she is with him that's why Praveen doesn't want to give me the call.

I sent a Whatsapp message to Praveen's father informing about his trip with Lekshmi.

I made the call to Udaya Chechi (lekshmi's sister) and Gopan Chettan (Udaya chechi's husband) and I came to know that they are also well aware of this illegal relationship.

It seems Lekshmi and Lekshmi's parents are very strong with their relationship with Praveen for money.

Again Praveen called me and said many things.

1. He said I am not mentally stable and that I am happy for 5 days and not happy for the next 5 days

2. I always question him about his relationship with his friends.
Let me explain this
a. After his drinking habit stopped he used to go to his friend Umesh's office and used to spend time there. He always does all kinds of service to his friend. I found it very odd because he is having no job and doing free service to Umesh. I felt why would someone be freely available and service friends.
I told him to find a job and earn at least to pay the house rent.
He is saying this as a major default of mine

b. Relationship with his school friend Veena. After a lot of chaos with Umesh servicing, he found a new person named Veena. She being his school friend and now a divorcee Praveen used that opportunity for the sake of consoling her and started servicing her. He used to accompany her in all her needs. She is a singer so Praveen started taking her all the programs and showing over freedom towards her in front of others. I felt very odd. Society started murmuring as if Praveen is the new pair of Veena.
Me too didnt like him always planning for her programs and being with her till late night. He also talks to her over phone for hours.
When I started complaining that again became a big problem for Praveen

c. Then comes this girl Lekshmi. He started being with her. He started spending money for this girl. Taking her to gym, swimming, restaurant, shopping, even to beauty parlour.
Being a wife how can I accept this.
Moreover, Lekshmi always touches Praveen's body. She always hugs him and kisses him which I am so angry.

3. Praveen says I always quarrel with him when he goes out. Frankly, I always feel very lonely when Praveen leaves me alone here. Out of my love and affection, I always ask him when he will return. He thinks I am pestering him. If he goes for a job then I am ok but Praveen goes for the sake of others leaving me alone not even caring how I will be here alone. He is least bothered about my security or my needs.

Basically, Praveen said he is tolerating me for the sake of the kids and that he dont love me. For him, I am a pain. He doesn't want to say 'Suji just leave me' because he knows I will catch that word. So he is making me say that.

Praveen said the only person that he should convince is his father and that all others are of no concern for him.

I still dont understand what that means.

I am so tired!!!!
I dont know why Praveen is doing this. Why he is lying?
Why he is so crazy about that girl!!!

God only knows!