I am expecting Praveen's outburst tomorrow.
Maybe not because he may feel guilty
Let me wait for tomorrow.
Thursday, March 5, 2020
Praveen in Kozhikode 5th March, 2020
As said Praveen left to Kozhikode by morning 3:00AM. I kept his whatsapp on in my computer.
I also had shared his live location for 8 hours just to confirm whether he is going to Lekshmi's house.
And my guess was true.
He picked Lekshmi by around 4:00AM
I got all his whatsapp message of making Lekshmi ready by 3:30am
Frankly as soon as he left I started crying like hell. I went to my pooja room and started crying like a kid. I begged God for why I am facing all these. Why Praveen is cheating me.
I didnt eat anything till evening. By evening I really thought I might inform Lekshmi's mother about these photos and the relationship of Praveen with Lakshmi is not in good shape if she is not aware of it.
I thought and rethought about the same and by around 9:00PM I courageously sent those pictures from Praveen's whatsapp to Lekshmi's mother's mobile.
It seems she opened those message in 10 minutes I saw a quick 'Hi' message to Praveen's whatsapp. Which made be suspicious if its Lekshmi's mom she will never text a Hi. Being a mother she will definitely become furious and will shout at Praveen for those pictures.
That clearly means it was Lekshmi who say those pictures and informed Praveen instantly.
Praveen brilliantly logged out from his desktop devices.
Surprisingly I was expecting his shouting calls but he didnt do it. May be he is feeling guiltly because I found his whatsapp messages for Lekshmi. Which he never expected would happen.
Whatever!!! I am alone again. I lost my husband. The person whom I loved most in life and really wish him to be back to my life.
I really dont know whether that will happen.
For now Praveen is lying and really want to live for her.
From all those whatsapp chat with her I saw him loving her and caring. I dont see a single word from Lekshmi saying 'Chetta I too love you'
All she wanted is his money and Praveen blindly pouring all his income to her. Dont know why he is doing that.
I also had shared his live location for 8 hours just to confirm whether he is going to Lekshmi's house.
And my guess was true.
He picked Lekshmi by around 4:00AM
I got all his whatsapp message of making Lekshmi ready by 3:30am
Frankly as soon as he left I started crying like hell. I went to my pooja room and started crying like a kid. I begged God for why I am facing all these. Why Praveen is cheating me.
I didnt eat anything till evening. By evening I really thought I might inform Lekshmi's mother about these photos and the relationship of Praveen with Lakshmi is not in good shape if she is not aware of it.
I thought and rethought about the same and by around 9:00PM I courageously sent those pictures from Praveen's whatsapp to Lekshmi's mother's mobile.
It seems she opened those message in 10 minutes I saw a quick 'Hi' message to Praveen's whatsapp. Which made be suspicious if its Lekshmi's mom she will never text a Hi. Being a mother she will definitely become furious and will shout at Praveen for those pictures.
That clearly means it was Lekshmi who say those pictures and informed Praveen instantly.
Praveen brilliantly logged out from his desktop devices.
Surprisingly I was expecting his shouting calls but he didnt do it. May be he is feeling guiltly because I found his whatsapp messages for Lekshmi. Which he never expected would happen.
Whatever!!! I am alone again. I lost my husband. The person whom I loved most in life and really wish him to be back to my life.
I really dont know whether that will happen.
For now Praveen is lying and really want to live for her.
From all those whatsapp chat with her I saw him loving her and caring. I dont see a single word from Lekshmi saying 'Chetta I too love you'
All she wanted is his money and Praveen blindly pouring all his income to her. Dont know why he is doing that.
Praveen Plays About the Naked Picture
Last day 4th of March, 2020 I couldn't resist myself from talking to Praveen.
As always I got up early in the morning and saw Praveen too getting up by around 7:00AM
I made tea for him and sat to talk to him about his relationship with Lekshmi.
As usual, he was very rude and neglected to talk to me about her. He is so addicted with that relationship that he doesn't want to make any compromise.
I told him that I am feeling very lonely without his love and affection.
Its been days that I hacked his iphone and viewing all his whatsapp messages with Lekshmi.
I saw him mentioning me as a bitch and wanted to get rid of me at the earliest because me being a problem for him for his relationship with Lakshmi.
I was so afraid. I wanted to live with him wholeheartedly. I want myself to be his lovely wife. I wanted his love and affection. But it seems he dont like me anymore. He is lying to me. He wants a life of his own.
He doesn't want me to interfere with his other relationship. He says I will pay you for what you need to take care of the kids. Not to expect anything more.
I dont know what that means.
In the evening he said he wil take me to temple. I was waiting for his arrival. By around 7:00pm he took me to temple. while in temple Lekshmi called and said Praveen that someone told about the naked pictures of her and is in many hands. Praveen feels its me who might have sent that pictures to many people.
So he asked me whether I did that. I said yes I did sent that to Lekshmi as well as to Praveen's father.
Praveen warned me that Lekshmi might go to a police station for using her pictures to send to many and that Praveen will be one in problem. He will go to jail because those pictures were taken by Praveen on his camera and the phone which I am using is in his name.
I said if he leaves his relationship with Lekshmi I will leave the story of pictures. He said ok and left.
By 10:00pm he came and said he will no longer have a relationship and I can be happy.
To be very frank I trusted those words. I really thought Praveen is telling that genuinely and will never go to Lekshmi's house. I kissed him and hugged him and said I am really happy for that.
Praveen too behaved normally and those hours gave me lots of pleasures.
By around 12:00AM I saw him texting Lakshmi 'Goodnight Vavae'
It was shocking. That really means he played his dirty stories again!!! I felt so bad. I started crying inside.
By morning 3:00Am he said he is going to Kozhikode to meet few store people for his mundu business.
I felt like crying inside. Totally dead
As always I got up early in the morning and saw Praveen too getting up by around 7:00AM
I made tea for him and sat to talk to him about his relationship with Lekshmi.
As usual, he was very rude and neglected to talk to me about her. He is so addicted with that relationship that he doesn't want to make any compromise.
I told him that I am feeling very lonely without his love and affection.
Its been days that I hacked his iphone and viewing all his whatsapp messages with Lekshmi.
I saw him mentioning me as a bitch and wanted to get rid of me at the earliest because me being a problem for him for his relationship with Lakshmi.
I was so afraid. I wanted to live with him wholeheartedly. I want myself to be his lovely wife. I wanted his love and affection. But it seems he dont like me anymore. He is lying to me. He wants a life of his own.
He doesn't want me to interfere with his other relationship. He says I will pay you for what you need to take care of the kids. Not to expect anything more.
I dont know what that means.
In the evening he said he wil take me to temple. I was waiting for his arrival. By around 7:00pm he took me to temple. while in temple Lekshmi called and said Praveen that someone told about the naked pictures of her and is in many hands. Praveen feels its me who might have sent that pictures to many people.
So he asked me whether I did that. I said yes I did sent that to Lekshmi as well as to Praveen's father.
Praveen warned me that Lekshmi might go to a police station for using her pictures to send to many and that Praveen will be one in problem. He will go to jail because those pictures were taken by Praveen on his camera and the phone which I am using is in his name.
I said if he leaves his relationship with Lekshmi I will leave the story of pictures. He said ok and left.
By 10:00pm he came and said he will no longer have a relationship and I can be happy.
To be very frank I trusted those words. I really thought Praveen is telling that genuinely and will never go to Lekshmi's house. I kissed him and hugged him and said I am really happy for that.
Praveen too behaved normally and those hours gave me lots of pleasures.
By around 12:00AM I saw him texting Lakshmi 'Goodnight Vavae'
It was shocking. That really means he played his dirty stories again!!! I felt so bad. I started crying inside.
By morning 3:00Am he said he is going to Kozhikode to meet few store people for his mundu business.
I felt like crying inside. Totally dead
Monday, March 2, 2020
Praveen's Harsh Words
The day Praveen left to Kodugalloor with Lekshmi, he called me.
He was talking really angry with me, in fact, he doesn't have to. But I have no idea why he called and quarreled with me. He can very well cut the phone and go but he didn't do that instead said many things really bad.
Few things that he said,
1. I am always a pain for him. If I am happy for 5 days next 5 days I am quarrelling with him
2. He never loved me, he is tolerating me for the sake our kids. He said he needed someone to take care of them that's why he is having me in this home.
3. He said he will show all my phone recordings to the respective persons and insult me. He also said nobody got a good impression of me because of my behavior.
4. He can bring different girls every day to his bed. He said he is getting offers every day from different girls to have sex with him.
He thinks he is the perfect gentleman in the whole world in spite of doing all these things.
I really dont understand what is going on in his mind.
Why would a husband record his wife's phone calls and take them to the outer world and show it!
Why he wants to create a bad impression about me?
Why he says that 'He loves me wholeheartedly' after all these things.
Why he is behind Lekshmi? Why he wants to service her and her family?
He says Lekshmi is his vava and needs to take care of her. He buys everything for her. Spends lot of money. Gives her lots of love. What does that mean?
To be frank he is having sexual relationship with that girl too. I see her phone calls from 10:00pm to 3:00am.
I see her naked video calls as well. And that Praveen can't resist himself from going her home for the sake of his physical satisfaction. I can very well understand that.
He is doing this wrong. But he doesn't understand that. I really dont know what to do.
I asked help from everyone but nobody can get me a good solution or help me from this relationship with Praveen.
I am afraid Lekshmi can become pregnant because of Praveen or do abortion which will be a lifelong threaten to my family.
The most painful thing is 'I lost my husband'
The person whom I loved most in my life. whom I considered my everything.
I loved him more than anything in this world.
I always wanted to be with him. When he leaves me my heart breaks. I used to start counting my seconds for his return. All my love and affection were not even considered!
Praveen never loved me that the truth!
He was talking really angry with me, in fact, he doesn't have to. But I have no idea why he called and quarreled with me. He can very well cut the phone and go but he didn't do that instead said many things really bad.
Few things that he said,
1. I am always a pain for him. If I am happy for 5 days next 5 days I am quarrelling with him
2. He never loved me, he is tolerating me for the sake our kids. He said he needed someone to take care of them that's why he is having me in this home.
3. He said he will show all my phone recordings to the respective persons and insult me. He also said nobody got a good impression of me because of my behavior.
4. He can bring different girls every day to his bed. He said he is getting offers every day from different girls to have sex with him.
He thinks he is the perfect gentleman in the whole world in spite of doing all these things.
I really dont understand what is going on in his mind.
Why would a husband record his wife's phone calls and take them to the outer world and show it!
Why he wants to create a bad impression about me?
Why he says that 'He loves me wholeheartedly' after all these things.
Why he is behind Lekshmi? Why he wants to service her and her family?
He says Lekshmi is his vava and needs to take care of her. He buys everything for her. Spends lot of money. Gives her lots of love. What does that mean?
To be frank he is having sexual relationship with that girl too. I see her phone calls from 10:00pm to 3:00am.
I see her naked video calls as well. And that Praveen can't resist himself from going her home for the sake of his physical satisfaction. I can very well understand that.
He is doing this wrong. But he doesn't understand that. I really dont know what to do.
I asked help from everyone but nobody can get me a good solution or help me from this relationship with Praveen.
I am afraid Lekshmi can become pregnant because of Praveen or do abortion which will be a lifelong threaten to my family.
The most painful thing is 'I lost my husband'
The person whom I loved most in my life. whom I considered my everything.
I loved him more than anything in this world.
I always wanted to be with him. When he leaves me my heart breaks. I used to start counting my seconds for his return. All my love and affection were not even considered!
Praveen never loved me that the truth!
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