It's been a long time that I updated this blog.
Again, it's the same story. Praveen is always behind Lekshmi and her family. He is still taking care of her and her expenses.
But things changed from my side. My attitude my approach everything changed.
I am no longer nagging behind Praveen asking him or pestering him about his matters. That just almost stopped our fights. And my kids also started thinking if mom doesn't question dad there are no more fights!
The major change in Praveen's side is he is a drunkard now. Started drinking from morning 5:00AM. Many days I have seen him drinking a beer or hot which is kept mixed in the car early morning, as said I behave as if I have never seen such a thing.
A month before Praveen came and told me that his father is starting a business for him and also said that his father said not to inform me.
Frankly speaking, I felt happy for Praveen. He will be engaged and that will sort out many of his personal unnecessary thoughts. But the only mistake I made is I said/warned Praveen not to give this business to that bitch Lekshmi and not to involve her. As avoiding me from this business itself is the first sign of making her come to be a part of it. I know Praveen very well. The most cunning fellow I have ever seen.
As usual, as soon as I echoed her name he started shouting and messing around saying many things, and started quarreling. And he called his father (it seems not sure) and said Suji again creating a scene here.
In the end, Praveen came and said that Praveen's father said not to inform me of any of the progress about the new office.
After that conversation, Praveen is behind as if he needs to hide everything from me. I saw him behaving very indifferently in front of the driver as if I should not know about the office matters. I felt so bad. Maybe he is trying to irritate me. I always run away if he gets in talk over phone or driver why should I be a problem for his official things.
Today was the inauguration, Praveen didn't even say to me about the inauguration. He didn't even say that he is opening the office today or there is pooja. I felt very bad and in fact, it was so painful.
Two days before he was with Lekshmi and he had a good time with her, I can see the happiness on his face. Good for him.
I really don't know what is the role of me in his life why he is treating me like a servent or a caretaker of his house or a money-making machine.
By evening I really felt bad and called Praveen's Mom to say the truth that I didn't come because Praveen said its pappa's wish. And my intuition was correct, Pappa didn't say so. Praveen purposefully played the game to increase the hatred of Praveen's parents with me. He really doesn't want me to maintain a relationship with his parents. The motive being if I ever leave the house, he can easily blame me and his parents will support him.
From my conversation with Praveen's mom I found many things:
1. There is a strong hatred and angry in their mind for me because of Praveen tapping my conversation about Praveen's father.
2. Praveen's mom said 'my character is not good' That clearly is an indication of them saying kindly get away from my son's life.
3. She said I spoiled her son. She is trying to blame me for her son going behind many girls.
4. She clearly doesn't like me calling her about her son. How come??? I really don't understand even after he doing such nasty things they are still accepting their son and blaming me as usual!
I have never asked anything to them. Even this house when they said they will build a house I said I don't want I was known I will be trapped.
Even after I stay away from them still they feel I am not good. I don't understand.
God only knows how I can survive in the midst of these people!
